|Another friend that moved away...
||[Dec. 11th, 2011|04:21 pm]
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It's been over a month now since my flatmate moved away...now I still live alone there...which isn't as bad as I first thought by far but I simply can't afford it for a long time. The rent alone (which isn't that much) is almost half of my income (which isn't that much either).
For over three years I lived with my flatmate and finally had someone I could call "best friend" again after q_rai moved to Bonn and now Kaiserslautern over 10 years ago.
And so I'm without a (best) friend again...I'm so sick of it!
My friend moved away because she got a job in Norderney (it's a small isle in north Germany and I live in south Germany). I think it's barely possible to move further away inside of Germany (it's 12-14 hours by train and then you have to travel 1 with a ship to the isle).
I realised that I'm kind of depressed...especially when I look at older photos. I had friends and such a great time back then, I was happy.
Since a year (if not even longer) it's like everything I do, I can't do with passion anymore, it kind of passes by.
I'm sorry if I dragged you down with this (if anyone read it) but I just had to say it, since there's no one here anymore I can really talk about problems (yeah, I still got my brother and mum - thank God - but it's different if you talk about problems with a friend or with someone of your family). I miss someone to cuddle and someone who understands me and knows me inside out, who can look in my eyes while talking.